anyway so today i got up at 8 and went to my future high school at 10, where my recreation summer school will be held. ive been going there for 6 years, now i cant go because im too old, but i get to volunteer as a teacher's assistant! i get to assist my favorite class, the martial arts class, and my friend tyler is also volunteering with me. the senseis, jade and chris, were there this morning, and we all met up and talked about the class, and tyler and i got our official blue shirts that make us part of the staff. im really happy about that, ive been seeing the staff wear those shirts and now i have one and idk it feels like i completed something important, im part of the group of people that ive seen every summer for 6 years... its a weird feeling but its fantastic and yee im happy. jade and chris said that in the distant future, when they decide to stop teachign this class, they want to pass it on to me and tyler. hfkjhfk idk i just really love this class and wow to be teaching it would be A+ i wanna do that someday
so lately ive been thinking about writing, and i kind of realize the reason i stopped for so long.... besides the fact that i suck, i also have been really scared of being bad at writing, and because i am, thats why ive been avoiding it. the only way to fix that is to write more and not really care what anyone else thinks or even what i think, i need to keep practicing despite the critical part of myself that keeps saying its not goin anywhere.
so yee im gonna write more and just focus on improving, i also started painting more, so thats another thing ill work on.
aaand thats the end of a life-update from katya. have a chill day